Sorry I have been gone for so long. Who am I apologizing to anyways? I am writing to myself essentially. Alas, I feel the need to apologize, and therefore I have!

I have been watching movies about vampires for weeks. I am exhausted. It took a while just to find a way to watch them. I found a TV and a generator that worked off gas. I had to find gas for it to run so that the TV would work to watch the movies.

Man, the things I took for granted!

And now to go through my research notes. I must take my time. See if I can set out a plan.

Meanwhile, I am again very very hungry. Rachel is here...

Man I had to fight myself to not eat up Rachel. I am so hungry. I am so starving. What am I going to do? She just smiles up at me. she melts my heart.

What is left of it.

I feel like screaming.

7 coffins of dirt... hmm. I never tried that...

Nosferatu...

Sorry I have been gone a couple of days. Does it really matter? I am talking to my own diary, right? I guess I think I should make an entry daily. Oh well.

Anyways, I have been researching in the library regarding transforming myself into a human. I was wondering it had ever been done successfully? Wow. That might be a great thing.

The last human and last vampire together. And what a pair we are, eh?

Well I guess physically I would be about 20 if I were human. So I have time. I think she should grow up and maybe such a transformation, if it is possible at all, would be when we are around the same age.

So I started watching all the vampire movies I could find... still going on that. I will have to keep you (heh, myself, really) posted.

Well I won't go into the gory details of that! I am not a mean person, but I HAD to rip apart that wolf that was scratching at the door. An advantage to being a vampire is an animalistic ability to protect! The wolf was not only dangerous, but it had the sickness. I don't know if it can spread to humans, but I was not about to find out.

And Rachel seems to be getting better. She wanted food. I found some chicken broth in a can that I heated up and fed to her. Hopefully it will work better than the baby food I found.

I've got to see if I can find some sustinance for me! So hungry! I have discovered that chicken blood sometimes is ok, though it gives me this odd bloated and nauseated feeling. Kind of like what I used to have when I was human - the lactose intolerance feeling. But its better than nothing.

These silly little posts and comments! Who am I writing to anyway? There is no-one that I have been able to find (besides Rachel) in the last year. But I guess they keep me occupied and help me figure out my thoughts.

And so, I am off, in search of chicken. Bleah!

Oh boy she got so sick from that food. It was gross. She was throwing up constantly! She would not eat anything, would not drink anything. The last two days have been very very tiring. She is just sleeping and sleeping.

And I am just watching her. Wondering about my future, and her future... What will we do? What will happen? Neither of us can mutiply, right? What if I made her into a vampire.

Well then we would both be starving eternally, right? Unless we figured out space travel? That could lead to something? Maybe there is food out there somewhere.

Hey, what is that noise outside? I hear something scraping and shuffling outside.

Be right back...