Sorry I have been gone for so long. Who am I apologizing to anyways? I am writing to myself essentially. Alas, I feel the need to apologize, and therefore I have!

I have been watching movies about vampires for weeks. I am exhausted. It took a while just to find a way to watch them. I found a TV and a generator that worked off gas. I had to find gas for it to run so that the TV would work to watch the movies.

Man, the things I took for granted!

And now to go through my research notes. I must take my time. See if I can set out a plan.

Meanwhile, I am again very very hungry. Rachel is here...

Man I had to fight myself to not eat up Rachel. I am so hungry. I am so starving. What am I going to do? She just smiles up at me. she melts my heart.

What is left of it.

I feel like screaming.

7 coffins of dirt... hmm. I never tried that...

Nosferatu...

Sorry I have been gone a couple of days. Does it really matter? I am talking to my own diary, right? I guess I think I should make an entry daily. Oh well.

Anyways, I have been researching in the library regarding transforming myself into a human. I was wondering it had ever been done successfully? Wow. That might be a great thing.

The last human and last vampire together. And what a pair we are, eh?

Well I guess physically I would be about 20 if I were human. So I have time. I think she should grow up and maybe such a transformation, if it is possible at all, would be when we are around the same age.

So I started watching all the vampire movies I could find... still going on that. I will have to keep you (heh, myself, really) posted.